ia terduduk di tepi ranjang dengan penisnya yang masih terbungkus kondom. sebatang rokok tersulut di sudut bibirnya membiarkan tenggorokannya terpapar racun-racun yang ia persilakan masuk dengan perlahan. perempuan itu sibuk memainkan ponselnya, melihat beberapa pesan masuk, menjawab beberapa pertanyaan yang datang, dan sesekali tertawa sendiri. ia masih berusaha menghabiskan rokoknya sambil membersihkan sisa hajat yang baru saja dituntaskan. tidak lama, hanya beberapa menit saja ia … Continue reading Ia dan Perempuan Itu

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think I’m gonna be sick and it’s your fault. This is the end of everything You are the end of everything. I haven’t slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker. This is the end of everything You are the end of everything. (Slipknot – Everything Ends) (67/365) Continue reading Everything Ends

i don’t have anything to write today. nothing on my mind. i’m too tired. i’m tired always thinking about you. thinking about how we can’t be together. or i don’t have any chance to be with you. i don’t know. i never know. it’s never be your fault. it’s mine. so many thought in my mind, scrambling to the edge of this brain. waiting their … Continue reading I’m Tired

it’s always me who put too much. i roll the dice, and i always prepare to lose. (65/365) Continue reading It’s Not You

I try to let her go. I try to let her go. I try to let her go. I have to let her go.   I need to let me go. I need to let me go. I need to let me go. I have to let me go.   Release all of the attached feeling. Cleanse all the stain in your heart. Define the … Continue reading The Art Of Letting Go